Having met with J and idolizing him as my Mr. Right is something like looking for that man not particularly for me by knocking at the wrong door. No one should be blamed for the fact and I shouldn¡¯t be frustrated by the fact which I am not able to change at all but to learn to accept. It would be wise for me to recollect my courage to seek my right man and be ready to enjoy any love shines on me. Also, it is forgivable that even Cupid sometimes got wrong target to shoot an arrow. Even though I got wrong person to have fallen in love with, I should thank God for having me come across with J, for after all he lightens my life in some way.